Growing up

It's strange getting to an age when you don't think questions to yourself like...  How are mum and dad going to feel about this decision? Or, what's mum going to say when she finds out I want to do this with my life.  I have started thinking about what I really want from my life lately. I love it but it scares me. I realize that there are so many things that I love about life.  I love people, I love animals, I love success, I love music, I love acting, I love studying.  What I love the most about my life lately is that every morning I look forward to the rest of my day.  I used to suffer allot from anxiety. Not everyday nerves but constant over thinking about what other people may think of me.  That attitude began to eat me up and now I have come to the conclusion that every day for the rest of my life I will live every 24 hour cycle like it was the end of my race. Like this is it. Like, if I don't give it my all it's the last time I am going to live again.

I am tired now but I know that in my life now tomorrow is going to be a great day because I decide to smile tomorrow. I decide to forgive tomorrow and I decide tomorrow that I am strong enough to weather any storm.

Love always 

Hannie

My 18th Birthday

I'm getting a blog because I am 18 today.  What a life so far.  I'm not going to write a saga but I would like to thank Ms Cassandra Gaisford and Mr David Garraway for being my parents.  Without them I would not be alive today 

xoxox Hannie